Exploration. I have become more and more centered around ideas of my own awareness and what it is. The ego continues to have role exceeding it's proper uses and I see psychedelics as a very useful tool in these areas. I've had experiences in my 20's and early 30's and there was some impact for me but it was mostly for good times. Over the previous 5 years though, there has been a shift in me and some urgency to go deeper has grown. This isn't however an area which comes under acceptable discourse in our culture. D'be nice to have some community, knowledge and support.